yo

so happy
no prob
except for school
i love my friends
norazura
khad
ibro
pet
aifah
nurul
aten
atie
mwahahahaha
so bored
got nothing to say
wats the ans for qn 4 reap?
i hate sex
ok
bye bye
nie rules
rappers rules
yamakaze rules
zathaz l7 rules
watever

promises

i wont make a promise
cause i don't know how to keep it
but i'm going to tell u this
all e times i had wit u is worth it

if ever u die
i can't promise to die wit u
if u got to go to hell
i cant promise to give up heaven for u
bt wat's heaven if your not there as well
the glory of heaven cant even stop me cry

caz heaven is where my God lives
for his love, evrythin i will giv

but i shout my gratitude to Him
for giving me a friend like you
not only a fren but a sister too
friendship culd be shatterd into pieces
but even in time, sisterhood never ceases
He gave me e promise i dreamed

but wenever i see u filled with misery
i feel devastated and losing my dignity
reali wish i could just release the agony
i also feel the distress in reality

now listen to all poems and songs i wrote
understand the depth of e meaning
its not jus a simple quote

they culd say watevr they want
they culd swear wenever they want
they can hate u for infinity
but nothings gonna change my point of view

the only promise i can make
which i will perserve
watever it takes,
is that since from e begining
since from e start
all e things i said
i disclosed it from my heart

stupid people!

why i concider people are stupid:
 
>when u attract attention they ignore you
>but when you stay silent they go "hey... what happen to you
 
>they want to have B.G.R.
>but in the end they break up
 
>everyday they keep on annoying and teasing you
>but when its your birthday they completely ignore you
 
>when you always hang out with them they get sick of you
>when you dont see them for a long time they miss you
 
>the say the more the merrier
>but actually, the more the messier
 
>they like to insult people
>but when they are the one insulted they get angry
 
>they say they hate a person
>but they still talk to that person
 
>they say they want to grow thiner
>but they still eat like pigs
 
>they have a crush on a person
>but they dont talk to their crush and tries to avoid them
 
>when they are hungry they say their stomach hurts
>when they are full they say their stomach hurts
 
>they're scared of a teacher
>but when the teacher turns his back they star swearing at him
 
>when thay hate someone
>they inluence people to hate that someone too.
 
>they talk alot when they're with their friends
>but when teacher asks them to answer a qn they're completely silent
 
>the only time they are at their best behavior is when sleeping
 
>they read this artcicle and say "'that's crap!"'
 
 

The reason

everytime it is so disappointing
why is it that way
i try my best to fit in
i strugle day by day
why do i have to desert my past
when i was replete with it
i was forced to let go my grasp
had to move on and accept my defeat
now i'm missing my other world
to double the pain, i'm an outcast here
i've had enough of the things i heard
nobody understands why i waste my tear
but how can i make my life so light
when this  world is full of fights
still i have to endure
i have to make my life pure
to have a lucid future
to make a reason so sure
finaly i found the reason
i learnt how to look at the sun
when i really met Him in person
He showed me how to deal with life
that i only need Him to drive
to put all my trust in Him
because He can do everythin'
He's my only trusted friend
who is always by my side till the end
so now i'm not imprisoned anymore
He released from the slavery of pain
i give my life to Him. sun or rain
because of the love He gave to the core
i tell you now i tell you then
that you should meet my Old Best Friend
because He died for me and you
is there any love you can find so true
BELIEVE in JESUS

creepazoids

if u die
a thousnd tears i wuld cry
if u die
i just can't say gudbye

my world rotates becoz of u
i wonder if i am to you too 
coz i wuld do anythin 4 smeone i tresure
n thats true

i wuld go a million miles
jus 2 be wit u for a while

maybe smetimes it may luk lyk im not tinkin of u
but every second i long for u

no if u over sliped from my grip
i dunno wat 2 do
i wuld stumble n trip
cant bear witout u

now dun ask me wat wul i do
if u move on to the next world
how wuld i feel if ur no longer here

coz i'l tell u once, i'l tel u twice
i wudnt add in any lies
if i must ever go on witout you
i jus wudnt no wat to do

so dunt ask again!!!

unlucky

UNLUCKYBY: EUNICE
early in the morning, i woke up
wished for the time to stop
so i can go back to my sweet dreams
where i was eating a chocolate ice cream
i took a bath, the shower was to cold
i screamed coz the water was freezing
my mother bursted to the door and began to scold
i was still nakie so i continued shrieking
as i walked to school i slipped
fell down into the mud
i looked like a tribal chief, oh my God
my underwear exposed coz everything is ripped
still went to school, uniform dirty, mud all over my face, wen they saw me, in laughter, they were rolling on the floor
banging the wall and table till their hands were sore
i was like standing there feeling disgraced
D.M. saw me, he tried to keep a straight face
smebdy shouted "he dunno how to put on a make up"
D.M. abruptly started laughing, clutching his stitch
"c'mon, ya culd'v asked ur mom ta do it 4 ya.waz'up?"
bloody D.M.shul be mre responsible and told them to shut
everywhere i go i was the laughing stock of the lot
they go "hi jungle boy" i just wish they all rot
they go "pinchy ur noesy, here comes the dirty mutt"
sigh, just another normal day in the campus
i wonder what catastrophe will happen tomorrow
black eye, broken rib, deformed face, sprained ankle
friends deserting, teachers giving another row
eyeball poked out, cock cut away, say aloha to father's day
i wish all this sufferings to just go
middle finger confiscated by "THE P" coz i showed it 2 to him
i want to puke, i feel so low
"go and die fucker, what's ur value in this world"
i'd rather be in the grave if you say so
i wonder if i'm the only one hu's going thru this
even my family does not give me a single kiss
i wonder if my life's just for lease
or maybe it's just simple luck i missed

nerds

b nice to nerds coz they come in handy

u can bully them to surender their candy

when ur bankrupt and fave food is on e menu

his a portable bank, he wil gv al his money to u

wen u forgot to do ur h.w. and dun noe how to do

ask the nerd and he wil gv u a clue

when he's beside you during exam, ur lucky

he will tell u whether e ans is a, b, c, or d

wen ever u feel bored, a nerd is by ur side

u can play catch, or hide and seek

but if he didn catch the ball u hv a free kick

in the "u noe where he is weak"

wenevr u play, its alwys u seek, he hide

he wil try his best so tt he cant b found

he will not make a scratchy sound

he wil stay flat on the ground

but if u find him its gonna be a bumpy ride

but...

i tel u now i tel u then

i'l tel u till the world will end

stop picking on nerds

the hurt can't be vanished by words

tey wont gv u helping hands

coz u've mistreated a fren

tey ar a crafty herd

they will be on the top of e world

so tke my advise, my beloved son

dont ever mistreat a nerd coz

u mite end up working 4 one.

let me sing for ya

"Faint"

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

something's missing

incomplete today
as if i'm going to a war and i didn't bring a gun
i forgot everything i need for school
also somebody's missing

and i hate nurses cause they talk to us like we are babies

missed training
damn bored

when is this chaos going to fade away
i know it wouldn't end but it would fade away
when?

lp rulz... this song is how i feel

"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

truth hurts

the emotion that i see in your eyes,
an aura of depression radiating so strong.
stars droping down the sky
you would rather die,
than to carry this burden along.

ask me why i mourn for you.
why do i feel the distress,
that's supposed to be hidden.
it's because i too went through,
all of this suffering none the less.
when you see someone leavin'

i don't wanna break this up
but i think i must let you know what's up
i don't wanna tell you the truth
but i need to tell you where's the root

cause i can't stand watching you so naive
not knowing the reason why did she leave

you say you wish you have her back
but tell me what's the use of that
when you ain't gonna change anyway
that's why she didn't wanna stay

firstly its your fault why she ditched you
cause your a bloody ditcher too
this is where it all start
keep one friend and don't depart

sure i, too contributed to this mess

i wish i could turn back the time
delete the chance i had to meet you
even though i want it with all my heart
i'll let it go
for the sake of not hurting you

but concisely it's your own mistake
because the consequence can be disastrous
where's your conscience before you act
just be perspicuous

you would rather have her than me
the hit u gave me proved eveything
so sad i've love you so thruly
but you know i'm still bleeding

but...

no matter what i do
no matter what i say
whether it's not or it's true
i'm always here to stay

always remember i feel you
do you feel me?

lost in you

is this how's my life suppose to be
is this my life's wicked destiny
no matter how hard i try
i always end up making you cry

i try to be the person
you want me to change into
i try my best to hold on
to keep the pain inside

but i'm losing my grip
i need to let go and weep
cause there's so much inside
overflowing, that i can't hide

it's tearing me up

people ask me to part with you
because of the hurt you put me through
because of the senseless things you do
they say your friendship is not true
to who should i listen to?

i'm stuck men, where should i go
go back to my usual walk
or just be hypnotised by their blind talks
i'm lost men, i don't know who to follow

eventhough i want to be by your side
others will despise me for doing that
the whole in my heart's so wide
i just need you cover it flat

like a lost sheep in the wilderness
wating to be found by its beloved shepherd

but i'm just too scared to get near you
i don't want history to rewind this phenomenon
like a bird in the middle of the ocean, no refuge
can't solve this problem, so much easier to run